I’m in my bedroom and the sunlight patterns my white bed. The landpeople have also kept a low profile so it has been a quiet and kind morning. Not having my car or cell phone have been frankly, wonderful. I’ve always suspected that my phone caused me harm but now that the insistent and ever [...]

Mmmm he smells nice. Daughters playing. Boring house party left behind. Friday night is a beckoning /bounce. Awesome week. The internet deal is going beautifully ahead and tonight…oh tonight. Tonight I finally get to go out. It has been too long. Lent the car to D’s dad*. Which means I’m stranded but a weekend at home will do me the [...]

Every now and again I listen myself into a song that makes me bounce in my chair. In this case it is Steven Curtis Chapman’s Next 5 minutes. I grin so widely that I could make the Cheshire Cat look like the ultimate emo feline. I love my life! If it wouldn’t be so unsurprising [...]

A friend of mine today pointed out to me that I was born pre-80′s. I kinda like that. I was born when Keith Green was prodding buttock musically. When rock music was incendiary AND melodic. Granted in 79 disco really took off but we’re not mentioning that ;) I know everyone feels this way about [...]

I made the mistake of drinking last night. Rum is not good for you. Now couple rum with listening to R&B you last listened to in high school and boy, are you in trouble. Now I know I shouldn’t drink. I didn’t do any of the things I know I shouldn’t* but I still used [...]

Everything about me feels wobbly. On the one hand it is great because although I wobble I won’t fall but considering that I get motion sick when wearing earphones and a terribly clever producer plays with sound, my resolve is decidedly green gilled. It seems as if everything is teetering. Like that token/coin “game” at [...]

I love being home alone. D’s sleeping. I spent the whole day with him and it was awesome. I love how cute my kid is. I know I am biased but he is seriously the coolest almost 2 year old I’ve ever met and he is super pretty. I tried the mini mohawk thing with [...]

I’ve been reading Eggers. You shall know our velocity. The guy is sickeningly brilliant. I wish I could quote entire passages but that would probably get me sued or something. Get the book hon. I know it takes you ages to finish anything but this…this is incredible. Heartbreaking work of staggering genius was exactly that. [...]

Oh wow. God is good. I have my friend back and there is no residual eros. I am free /bounce. The camp was fantastic. I met so many lovely kids of God. The Peeps is already increasing. Praying with other believers is just so wonderful. I know you don’t agree with Piper but “Don’t waste [...]

I’ve been reading /grin. I’ve let the letters and ideas settle on my skin where they briefly flare blackly and then seep into me.* I love my life. For the first time in years I am completely free. By His blood I am free. I am not in love with anyone but my son and [...]