I am tingling. I had forgotten how lovely it is to have someone think you are magic. And now there are 2…I did not ask for it and I definitely did not expect it. So I guess we will see what happens. I did do The Disclaimer* and it was not met with a Dopplerian [...]

It’s time. Enough with the heartbreak and pining. You are still the perfect guy to me and will always be but I’m exorcising the phantom heart.
Tom said bye to me a while ago and I’m a little ashamed of how long it took me to decide to say bye back.
I still miss my best friend and [...]

Got “Where the light is” back. Haven’t listened to it in weeks. I am listening to Freefallin ‘without crying so that is good news :). Incredibly prophetic though. You tried to tell me but I only focused on your poems and the delirium of waking up to you and being so very much in love.
Is [...]

I dreamt of you last night. You kissed me and you tasted like Grape Mentos. Dream touches are ghost touches. But I remember the soft sweet wetness of your mouth and the gentle pressure of you hands in the nape of my neck. I remember you chuckling softly at my shock and cradling me when [...]

I cooked for the 8.75 Smiths last night. I have never seen kids eat with such gusto. I just made cottage pie with a lame salad*. Granted the cottage pie is gorgeous** but that rail thin 12 year old girl ate a plate that would make a 1.98m guy steel himself and contemplate a really [...]

And then we were all heart broken