What a fantastic evening! Ok so it was more like half a day /grin. Nothing wrong with spending almost 12 hours with people you love. I didn’t sit still so all I can report on are the people, but hopefully I will find out more about the events.
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The Original Camel Man made a HUGE, crackling [...]

Ok so it is horrifically cold. I have always had to have birthdays in the cold but seriously…the one year I attempt a bonfire braai with my heartpeople it is so cold we could use the tears of little children as toothpicks.
And yet…/beam.
MAN, I’m excited. My blood is literally fizzing with joy and expectation. I [...]

Oh wow. There is in me so much lightness that I’m practically the Hindenberg…obviously without the horrible crashing and dying bit.
Have you any idea what it feels like to have a weight so heavy that it would dent your marrow and press into you spirit, be lifted? Of all the wasted years and the hurt [...]

Ok so turning 30 is not the best birthday ever but I also realise more and more how I very blessed I am. I am loved. I don’t deserve it but I have it. So I am quitting the whining.
Who am I kidding…I can’t write anything even halfway entertaining now. Too much relived slimy-black-way-back-when devours [...]

It’s amazing how my patchy memory makes ghosts of people. Only to have those ghosts gently grip my wrist and in no uncertain terms remind me that they are vital and powerful and have not conveniently forgotten as I have.
I was in the throws of what I now know is a quarter life crisis, or [...]

Yes. Well. Sorry about that. I think I should get points for the sheer emo of that post.Gosh, it was the literary equivalent of cutting. This is what happens when my eyes are on me and not on God.

I think it might be better for me to avoid everyone I care about for a while. I think volunteering as a mercenary might be a good thing for a few weeks. This birthday is killing me. I don’t even want to turn it funny because it is not. Not even a little bit. I [...]

I started YGM because I had to deal with my first true, someone-kill-me-please heartbreak. All posts before this one was done on www.blogs.24.com/feylian. I wrote it specifically for Perfect Guy. We wrote to each other every day for about 2 months and I had gotten used to writing everyday and I couldn’t give it up.
I [...]

Well. I am a bit of a mess right now. Not a /wrist type mess. More of an oh-hell-now-what tangled string buggerup.
I kissed a guy and I liked it*. I certainly did not plan for it, flirting sure, but then again I flirt with inanimate objects if there are no animate ones around so that [...]

Wow. Terminator Salvation is bad. No. Not bad. Bloody awful. It’s like having your eyeballs sanded by supermodels whose level of conversation never reach above blowing reverse pink bubbles. Who on earth thought it would be a good idea to let this person, the same guy who has a hand in The O.C. (let’s all [...]