Yay

I’ve been reading /grin. I’ve let the letters and ideas settle on my skin where they briefly flare blackly and then seep into me.* I love my life. For the first time in years I am completely free. By His blood I am free. I am not in love with anyone but my son and [...]

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March 27th, 2009 by Feylian

Bye Tom

It’s time. Enough with the heartbreak and pining. You are still the perfect guy to me and will always be but I’m exorcising the phantom heart. Tom said bye to me a while ago and I’m a little ashamed of how long it took me to decide to say bye back. I still miss my best [...]

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March 18th, 2009 by Feylian

Of heartbreak timelines and JM

Got “Where the light is” back. Haven’t listened to it in weeks. I am listening to Freefallin ‘without crying so that is good news :). Incredibly prophetic though. You tried to tell me but I only focused on your poems and the delirium of waking up to you and being so very much in love. [...]

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March 16th, 2009 by Feylian

I love love LOVE my job

Seriously. I finally get it. I’m finally doing something that doesn’t feel like work. And I am really very good at it. I know that sounds anything but humble but bear with me. It is a total light bulb moment so I’m allowed to be a little on the ‘gee-lookee-how-godlike-I-am’ bandwagon. Everything is falling into place. [...]

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March 6th, 2009 by Feylian

Of dreams and touch

I dreamt of you last night. You kissed me and you tasted like Grape Mentos. Dream touches are ghost touches. But I remember the soft sweet wetness of your mouth and the gentle pressure of you hands in the nape of my neck. I remember you chuckling softly at my shock and cradling me when [...]

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March 5th, 2009 by Feylian

Of tangents and fever pitched pace

I feel as if I’m in the eye of a word storm. That if I so much as blink the consonants will cut, the vowels masticate, the words swallow and the sentences digest me. I know that the ideas will then reconstitute me but I don’t know if I have the courage to move. I [...]

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March 3rd, 2009 by Feylian

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