I’ve been reading /grin. I’ve let the letters and ideas settle on my skin where they briefly flare blackly and then seep into me.*
I love my life. For the first time in years I am completely free. By His blood I am free. I am not in love with anyone but my son and The [...]

It’s time. Enough with the heartbreak and pining. You are still the perfect guy to me and will always be but I’m exorcising the phantom heart.
Tom said bye to me a while ago and I’m a little ashamed of how long it took me to decide to say bye back.
I still miss my best friend and [...]

Got “Where the light is” back. Haven’t listened to it in weeks. I am listening to Freefallin ‘without crying so that is good news :). Incredibly prophetic though. You tried to tell me but I only focused on your poems and the delirium of waking up to you and being so very much in love.
Is [...]

Seriously. I finally get it. I’m finally doing something that doesn’t feel like work. And I am really very good at it. I know that sounds anything but humble but bear with me. It is a total light bulb moment so I’m allowed to be a little on the ‘gee-lookee-how-godlike-I-am’ bandwagon.
Everything is falling into place. God [...]

I dreamt of you last night. You kissed me and you tasted like Grape Mentos. Dream touches are ghost touches. But I remember the soft sweet wetness of your mouth and the gentle pressure of you hands in the nape of my neck. I remember you chuckling softly at my shock and cradling me when [...]

I feel as if I’m in the eye of a word storm. That if I so much as blink the consonants will cut, the vowels masticate, the words swallow and the sentences digest me. I know that the ideas will then reconstitute me but I don’t know if I have the courage to move.
I love [...]